day one of not seeing his face.....

i don't know how much longer i can avoid him. tough it seems easy, coz his not here with me. but to think that his just a click of a button away from me is really hard to handle.......
am i about to start a broken relationship?? not even me can tell.

just let it flow he said..... but he don't know that the flow already taken him to my heart, and the only way for him to walk away from my heart is without a doubt to brake it......

can i survive another broken heart??

rasa hati semakin bimbang....

2 bulan lagi sahabat gw nikah, dan gw gak bisa ada disana... sepertinya gak adil banget buat dia...(maaf din).
dengan segala kebimbangan yang ada muncul pula perasaan yang sudah lama ada di hati, hal ini bikin gw makin pengen cepet pulang.
berat rasanya sendirian di jepang....without my bestfriends..karena gw yakin walaupun diantara kita ber 7 gw yang paling jarang curhat(at least itu menurut pengamatan gw heheh) karena gw merasa tanpa perlu curhat, cukup dengan ada di antara kalian ajah perasaan gw dah tenang....
i don't know what to do girls.... i really wanna go home....
i miss my family, i miss you girls, and i miss you.......

please tell me what to do...........